Just lazily and mindlessly scrolling through Facebook, one meme, another meme, a third and you're like, wait... are you trying to send me a message here?
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Sunday, 30 May 2021
A message from The Powers That Be
Thursday, 27 May 2021
Be a Unicorn.
Time to cover up another journal page I wasn't happy for. Actually, it was over the top of the male version of the female with the fruity headpiece I did a few weeks back. I didn't end up taking a photo of him before I gesso'd over the top. All I knew was, I needed something bright in my life. So I got out the Mont Marte neon paints and did this background. You can vaguely see the dude underneath if you look hard enough.
Now originally I wanted to do some black punchinella dots but I couldn't find my punchinella stencils so instead I went with my next favourite for dots... bubbles! But what better way to make the neon colours pop than to put some deep, dark, black contrast over the top!A friend I met by joining in Effy's blog-along recently has given herself a challenge to use her washi tape. Being a lover of and collector of but rare user of washi tape myself, I decided, stuff it I will use some washi tape in this one. I found these most divine washi tapes awhile back that I barely dare to use because they are so precious but I popped them on this spread because if I use them in my journal, then they will always be there for me to look at later on the page, right?Oh and I forgot, after I put all that black down, it felt just a little too dark, so I got a lettering stencil and popped some white down over the top along the right edge and squished some onto the middle of the page. The dude was still standing out too much for me so I thought that might help hide him a little better. When I got to this point, I realised I had recently coloured the cutest little rainbow unicorn girl digistamp with my copics and she would go perfectly on this page.Sunday, 23 May 2021
The language of me
It has been a few days since I blogged. I've had a rough week or two where I've felt like I've barely been holding on but I've slayed some things from my massive and sometimes scary to-do list so I feel like I might be coming out the other side of things. I still have a few big things looming on the horizon that I would rather avoid but for now I think I can manage. This level of maintenance has now allowed me to do another blog post.
I wanted to get in at least one more journal spread for the Art Journal Journey theme of Language that the lovely Elle of Empire of the Cat chose. I also made sure it was a mixed media piece so I could share it with the peeps over at More Mixed Media Challenge. So I invite you to watch as I change another previous spread I was not happy with into a piece that speaks to who I am using the language of the Zodiac and where each of the planets in our solar system were sitting, including our beautiful warm, dazzling star and moon, the moment I was born all those years ago.
If you've been following my blog at all you would know that I am in love with digistamps, especially those from The Paper Shelter who have recently brought out a series of the Zodiac signs ::fangirl squeal:: So that called for me to do a spread of my personal Zodiac that tells the story of me. The very unique language of Samm. The biggest one, Capricorn, is my sun sign. In place of Earth I put my Taurus rising sign and above that my Libran moon, otherwise if you follow it around from the sun it shows what zodiac constellation each of the planets in our solar system was in at the very minute I was born.
Wednesday, 19 May 2021
How do you go back to normal?
How do you go back to normal when a piece of you has changed so irrevocably? When an integral part of you has shifted, altered, rearranged itself? How do you go back to normal when you are so forcefully and willingly propelled into a new state of being?
I can hear voices in my head saying, you don't. You don't go back, never go back! What if, though, in your journey of change, in your journey of being propelled forward into new ways of self-expression, new forms of bravery, new ways of being in the world, you find that you still have to have your foot stuck back in the old normal? Then what?
I hope you aren't looking to me for an answer because I do not have one. I just spent 5 days from 9 am until just after 4 pm in a Voice and Sound elective for my Uni degree. We explored the psychology of voice and sound, we were trained in how to breathe effectively, we were invited to explore our voice and the different sounds it makes and look at how we make those sounds. We looked at how anxiety can show up in a voice, how depression can be heard, in my own experience being the therapist I discovered what contained or repressed anger sounds like in a voice and what it sounds like when someone is carrying a heavy, heavy burden. It has been such an amazing and interesting journey. I was not ready for it to end.
Yet end it had to. Back to the old way of life I had to go even though I was so deeply and irrevocably changed by the experience. It felt cloying and sluggish to have to go back to doing Medical Transcription when I feel so ready now to step into my life as a therapist. I feel like I found my therapeutic voice and I am ready to use it!
At the end of the 5-day intensive we were to prepare a piece that allowed us to fully express ourselves using our voice and what we have learned. the piece was meant to be about us and our journey but also a story, a message that we wanted to share, something we wanted to tell people. I admit it, I was terrified - or in the words of ABBA "At first I was afraid, I was petrified..." I could not imagine how I was ever going to come up with something in such a short period of time. Then we found out we could sing an already established song or we could read a poem or a speech, a sonnet, whatever spoke to what we were trying to say, as long as we were being expressive.I AM BRAVE
I AM FREE
I AM WHO I'M MEANT TO BE
THIS IS ME!
Sunday, 16 May 2021
Drumming and om-ing for the health!
Day three of my Voice & Sound elective and when I very first saw this elective and decided I wanted to do it, I was no imagining this. Not even in the slightest. Actually, I don't know what I was imaging if I am to be honest. I definitely love it though. It has never occurred to me before now just how important our voice is. From the moment we are born and we use our voice to have our needs met, through to when we are taught to suppress our voices when our parents shhhhhhhhhh us when we are crying, to bigger, deeper silencing that might happen through our lives. It never occurred to me how much we can know about a person just by listening to them speak. You can hear anxiety, depression, you can hear fear, you can hear when someone is used to not being heard, it is truly amazing.
Today, we sat around and had a drumming circle that evolved into an om circle.
I woke up at 3 am with a migraine. Knowing I had to be out of the house all day humaning, I got up and took some painkillers. It was still there when my alarm went off almost 4 hours later. I believe it was coming up from tense muscles I had just under my shoulder blade. I know this seems like a tangent from the topic but it's relevant. It's relevant because after the drumming circle and the om circle I realised, the pain had completely vanished from my head and almost entirely vanished from my back!Friday, 14 May 2021
Vocal folds anyone?
Thursday, 13 May 2021
Practical Magic the book: A review of sorts.
I had the pleasure of seeing Practical Magic on the big screen when it first came out. I wasn't entirely sure what I was in for, I just knew it was about magic and that was enough for me. I fell in love. I think this is the very movie that made me love Sandra Bullock and want to watch all her movies.
Wednesday, 12 May 2021
Either you can or you don't
Can you draw?
I think most people who read my blog agree that they can because most people who read my blog are linked into this via people who teach how to do art or they are via challenge blogs that are art journal based in some way. So I hope that most people who read my blog would say YES to this, if the only option is YES or NO. There's no qualifiers here. So no, yes but not well or yes but ... *insert qualifier*. Either you can draw or you think you can't.
For those who think they can't, I would challenge you. I would challenge your thought process. Is it that you can't, or is it that you don't?
Can you pick up an instrument that can make a mark on a piece of paper?
If the answer is yes, then you CAN draw. You just choose not to.
I have often said the difference between an artist and someone who is not an artist is that an artist practices art. If you can put a mark on paper, you are an artist! If someone can tape a banana on a wall and call it art then you can draw one blue line in the middle of the page and call it art too.
Everyone can draw.
It's just that somewhere along the line, many of us were convinced by others that we couldn't and we internalised that until we believed it and it became a story we told everyone. I'm here to invite you not to believe every thought you have, especially not the thoughts that tell you that you can't do something.
I caught myself almost a decade ago now saying that I couldn't draw faces. I couldn't draw them, so I never tried because every time I tried they looked like a two-year-old had drawn them. Of course, they did! I hadn't sought the knowledge of how to draw a face. I just drew them and hoped for the best and sometimes I'd draw one and think oh hey, that was actually alright. I couldn't tell you why it looked better than all the others I drew but it did.
So when I caught myself telling the story of how I couldn't, I decided to change the narrative. I went to YouTube and I searched how to draw a face and that led me on a journey where I learned different techniques and I learned about where, how, why, I learned the rules and then I practised. I practised these new skills that I had learned over, and over, and over again. I heard once that it takes 1000 times to become an expert at something, so that was my goal, to draw 1000 faces. I'm pretty sure I'm still not even halfway there.
I wasn't interested in those hyper-realistic faces. I just wanted to draw a face and have it look like a decent face and not like Picasso had done it... unless of course I felt Picasso-esque that day. Today, I feel confident in drawing a face if asked. I learned the rules enough to break them and still have a face look good. I learned the rules and practised enough that I can draw a face with only a few details or with a lot and I'm happy enough with it.
Why?
Because I did it. I picked up the mark-making instrument and I put it on the paper and I used it to practice drawing lines until the lines began to make sense. This, incidentally, is also why it irks me if someone tells me I'm so talented. No. Not even a little bit. It's not talent, it's skill. I worked HARD to reach the place I am at. It did not come naturally. I made it happen. So no, I'm not talented. I am skilled.
You just have to decide to DO art or you can decide NOT to do art. Whichever choice you make though, it doesn't mean you can't... it means you can or you won't.
If you still think you can't draw, then do this exercise with me. Get a piece of paper and a mark-making instrument of some kind.
Now draw an elongated C, like this:
You already know where I'm going with this, don't you? And all you've done is drawn the letter C! Next, I want you to draw the number 66 and colour in the circle parts, like this:
All you've done is drawn the letter C and the number 66 and it's already looking like something, isn't it? Next, I want you to put two lines below the nose like this:I don't know about you but that almost looks like Homer Simpson right there. That's not who we are drawing but it is someone most people will recognise. Next, you can draw a few more lines between those bottom lines, like so:Tuesday, 11 May 2021
Zodiac Digital Stamps
I am truly obsessed with digistamps. I like normal stamps but there's something about the crispness of a digital stamp that appeals to the illustrator in me. The part of me that likes evenly inked and crisp lines, the tidiness where there is no errant ink going where it shouldn't. The other thing I love about digistamps is that I can print them whatever size I want. I can have one take up an entire A4 piece of paper if I want, or I can have a variance of sizes to fit whatever project I want. I can also print them on whatever paper I want, which most of the time is my Copic blending paper so I can colour them in with Copics. In case you haven't been around my blog long, Copics are my number one favourite medium.
Probably my most favourite shop for digistamps is The Paper Shelter. No, I am not affiliated with them, I just LOVE their stamps!! They are so, so cute and sometimes super detailed and so much fun to colour and they aren't that expensive either. There are plenty of bundles to buy too that help cut down the cost.
They have just brought out an awesome bundle of stamps. The Zodiac bundle! Oh my lordeeeeee! I HAD to have them. Then, of course, I just had to print them out and colour them. Not sure what I'll use them for yet but they will be there and waiting. Perhaps I'll create Zodiac pages for my Book of Shadows and use them in that!
As with most of the digistamps, I tend to begin with the skin tones. I'm running out of ink and I do not have enough money to purchase the refills these days, so my choices are far more limited than they used to be but at least I do have the refills for some of my most favourite skin tone colours.
How cute are these?!! |
I kind of wanted to steer away from mundane hair. I love funky coloured hair! My hair is so dark, if I want pretty rainbow-like hair I have to bleach the ever-loving crap out of it, which only damaged my hair, so if ::I:: can't have rainbow hair, my digistamp girls will!Here's all 12 of them with their skin, their hair and the background done and most of the animals done as well. Now it's just the fiddly little bits left, like clothing, jewellery and other things like rocks and accessories.It actually took quite awhile to get all of these done to this point. Now all that is left is the zodiac symbols on most of them and the frame. As with the background, I'm going to do colours related to the dominant element for each sign, so earthy greens and browns, firey reds and oranges, watery aqua/teal colours and light blue airy colours.Naturally, being that I am an Earth sign myself, I did the earthy ones first. I decided I would keep each frame in the same colours. It's a bit hard to see but there is also some Sakura glittery gelly roll around the inner edge of the frame in a series of dots. You can see it best on the Virgo one. Interesting to me, is that every single one of them have their symbol within the stamp EXCEPT Capricorn and Sagittarius. So with the Capricorn one I just added it to the background.
Capricorn. The best star sign obviously 😉 |
Taurus. Pretty good too, this is my Ascendant sign. |
Virgo. |
Cancer |
Pisces |
Scorpio |
Aquarius |
Gemini |
Libra |
Aries |
Leo |
Sagittarius |